Week 2.

I had a bi-aura treatment this evening – I am really feeling the energy move now as I am being worked on.  I still find it hard to stand up for the majority of the session – but wow, I could feel the energy tingling all over and I drank 3 glasses of water during the session I was so thirsty.  Marie said that all the blocked stuff that she was struggling to pull off me a few weeks ago was just ‘ripe for the picking’.  I think the Tai Chi plus all the postive visualisations I have been doing about being healthy and having postive energy are working. I could feel a lot of vibration around my head this time which I haven’t felt before and she said that the energy felt much more spiritual than before.  I have felt much more open to spiritual ideas recently.  I was so closed to religion especially christianity after my experiences of dating a christian that I completely shut out that aspect of my life.  Now that I am more open to it – I am coming back to a more spiritual way of thinking.  Not a dogmatic religious belief full of rules and doctrine, but more awareness about how we are all connected by energy and how are intention causes changes in that energy.

I have an issue that I need to work though about work.  I have been doing lots of visualisations for a job that is 4 days a week to allow me to do healing work 1 day a week.  I feel guilty about wanting to leave where I am, although the work is interesting, the atmosphere is not how I want to spend my time.  I need to work though the guilt I feel at letting people down.  I also need to work out why I don’t feel I deserve to do energy healing 5 days a week if I want to!  I met a guy on a tube on Saturday who said that his girlfriend was making £90k a year as a healer charging £75 an hour at a spa in London.  I really need to raise the game of my visualisations!  Why settle for just 1 day a week – why do I think that is all I deserve?  I am aware that I will get what I focus on – so why don’t I raise the bar to what I want from what I think I  can get?

I also met a lovely friend of a friend in London on Saturday.  He had been though a really similar experience to me – in that when he gave up his, shall we say, hedonistic lifestyle – he too became covered head to toe in eczema.  He got rid of it though meditation and postive visualisation.  It was so lovely to meet someone who had been though the same range of emotions and experience – made me feel less of a freak!  It also gives me the confidence to tackle that last bit – I’ve made so much progress in returning myself to health that I am looking foward to the next steps

Synchronisity and the Law of Attraction

I have been asking for guidance in how I can change certain things in my life to what I desire.

Yesterday in Waterstones I played a game I often play which is to ask if there is a book I should read and to locate it.  I use  kinesiology self-muscle-testing to get a yes/no response. 

e.g. I ask, “Is it this section of the shop – yes/no?” and keep asking till I find the section.
“Is it on this shelf – yes/no?” I keep asking till I find the right shelf.
“Is it this book, this book, this book?” I keep asking till I find the right book.

I then open the book and ask which chapter I should read.  Then locate the right page.  Then the right paragraph.

This is what I got yesterday – The book I picked out was ”Diary of a Psychic” by Sonia Choquette and this is the paragraph I was drawn too.

‘ “If we listen to our heart, he said, “and follow the laws of creativity, we can attract what we really desire.”  This was the point of our Earthly journey, to create and express our loving spirit.” ‘

I bought the book – I was so drawn to the message.

Today I clicked on stevepavlina’s site and – the article was called “Responsibility and the Laws of Attraction.”  It is all about how we have to take responsibiltiy for what we attract into our lives. 

Do you think the universe is trying to tell me something? 

I have to take responsibility for what is in my life.  I am pleased with many of the things I have attracted and can actually see how I have attracted my house, my friends and my husband.  Ne post I will list the things I have manifested and the things I still want to attract.  I agree with Steve that synchonisity can be spooky when it starts to manifest following a conscious decision to starting using your intention to manifest things. So freaky that the first time it happened I stopped intending because I was so spooked.

I feel much more comfortable with the idea now and want to play